

Like he said, yesterday seems as though it never existed. Because what i am npw is not me,not the me i was but that exists no mote so much so that i cant remember a time when it did. So to me the song is saying everyday im getting more lost and mostly lost on myself feeli'g trapped helpless and like i have nothing elsr i can do.pain is an everyday thing along with a deep emptiness for all i have lost worst of all myself.

Im going through a battle with drugs right now and have most more then anyone ever loose because of it and on top of that im dealing with mental issues as well that recently have taken over everything that the drugs didnt. Me myself feel the words like they are my own. If people in this world dont want me maybe there is one in the next life. The point of termination of life he imagines the reaper creating him with arms wide open. He doesn't tell people how he feels, what his thoughts on life are so nobody will try and stop him. Yesterday seems as though it never existedĭeath greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye"

Now I can't think, think why I should even try "No one but me can save myself, but it's too late The happy person he was before his thoughts took over will never come back he will always be sad lonely and hurt. He feels like people dont even want him to be here. He realizes his thoughts and hates the way he feels. He misses the way he was happy and so full of life. He remembers good times wishing he could relive his past when things weren't bad. He realizes the only way to ease his pain, to set his thoughts free is to take his own life.

This is the point he just gives up, his thoughts won't go away or change. Thinking if he were never born the world would keep spinning, Someone else would be doing his job, so why even bother anymore, nothing he does really matters. His depression takes over his life, lost in his thoughts nothing he does seems like it matters. Were born we grow up get old and eventually die. This song is about depression and where it can lead too.
